After a change of feelings towards my position here at Stanford Hall CSA and the continued progression of Psyche and Soul, I have decided to finally let go of all inhibitions and embark on a pilgrimage. This has been something I have wanted to do for a few years, however, my mind has always held me back. I have now decided, it is time for action as I can no longer ignore the deep wells of empathetic pain that very regularly brings me to my knees. It is time to spread the good news of the creative works we are doing and how our fundraisers will support sustainability projects aimed at bringing about a transformative healing process for people and place. It is time to nurture and develop our communities through artistic activism. It is time to have open conversations with those on the ground with their hands in the soil, marching at protests and fighting to end inequality. It is time to be a pilgrim.
On a practical note, there is an awful lot to consider when embarking on a pilgrimage, particularly as we approach the colder months. What should I take? What's my weight limit considering I have multi-directional hypermobility in both of my shoulders? Do I take money, or rest in faith alone? What will winter be like? Could I host a podcast along the way? All of these bring up a plethora of other questions as the mind leans towards anxiety as its security is challenged.
I have answered these questions. I will take the bare minimum, to accommodate my shoulders. I will carry my few possessions, you know, the usual lightweight camping gear, in hip bags instead of a rucksack. I wont take any money and rest in the good faith of people and exchange my energy for food. I will host a podcast as technology allows such a thing today, so I'll have an Apple Ipad Mini, courtesy of my uncle (thank you so much), and a Shure USB microphone! I will take two outfits. Two tracksuits as it seems important to connect to my roots as a delinquent youth.